thinking impulsively or stupidly?

Current Song: "We Match" by Gabe Bundoc
Current Quote : "i saw it coming, but not this soon..."

i sometimes wonder if im slacking off too much on my hw. i feel like i've been prioritizing socializing over schoolwork, but for some reason, im not as nervous as i normally would be. is that a sign that i shouldn't worry too much about me socializing? am i still balancing my time well with school and friends? How do i tell? i guess i'll find out when i see my end of the quarter grades... haha. i beleive in myself, but i jsut gotta make sure i don't get hella cocky and fail stuff. I'm not too sure what to think anymore. hehe.

i learned a new LOG tradition today from the GREAT DUMO, lol. it's called cressent bay. and charlene and i and Dumo took a stroll around the area of newport and checked out the outside of a museum and ate at panera bread. today was a great day with no hw accomplished. haha the normal aCe last year would probably b trippin out and hella nervous, but i want to escape frm that anxiety of being bound to my studies so much, but at the same time, i don't want to stop socializing and all at the same time, i dont' want my grades to slip. took much to ask? am i being greedy? hehe. well, we'll see what happens.

i got my window open for classes in about 7 hrs from now (8:15 to be precise) and i really hope i get the classes i want. hehe. i got really annoyed last year for my crappy pick in classes and was forced to be a late person for signing up for classes. i guess i didn't have enuf units under my belt, but now that i got an additional 8 units on me from summer school, i hope that did something with my registration day. hehe.

i daydreamed/felt like kissing you on the cheek today... weird huh? i'm not normally the one to be so brash and act upon such impulsive desires, but a part of me didn't really care if there were others around of watching. i ended up restraining myself, and not doing so nor trying to do so, but the point is that I'm not normally like this. It's kinda weird how im feeling rite now. would u call it, being stuck in an awk position? i wonder if i woulda got slapped in the face for kissing u on the cheek or trying to do so. Could i have thought/felt like doing this act because i thought u looked really cute today? or maybe because u are just a friend that i hardly know, and would like to learn more? Maybe you are just a friend that i want to show that i care for? or maybe it's because u intrigue me and perk my interest? or maybe it's just the fact that i actually have developed something more for u? lol. what really is it aCe?(maybe it's the question i bolded. lol) i don't really know. hahaa. interesting huh? i don't really know wut my heart is telling me. Am i just feeling stupid things? do i like this feeling? hard to answer that Q. i kinda do i guess. hehe.

enuf talk, im done for the nite, hope i get the classes tomorrow, and i hope i get better, and i hope that ppl. don't get sick frm me. i wish my kuya sonny a happy birthday. :-) Shout out to mr. Steve Forton for setting up another great comedy Improv nite. Thx to Ronneza Penalba for helping me out wiht finding my laptop and puttin it in nancy's black cabinet. thx a lot. and to all the alums who came downt this weekend and for your safety for the drive back home. it was great seeing all of you and spending time with everyone. u all make me smile. i hope everyone is doin well with all the rain, maybe it'll help with the forrest fires and such. alrite, i think ima go check other's blogs.

good nite all.

end time: 1:31am