Wednesday, November 5, 2008

The Window of Opporunity

Current Song Playing: "We've got a Big Mess on Our Hands" by The Academy Is...

Current Quote: "Speak Now or forever Hold your Peace in Pieces..." by The Academy Is... in the song Down and Out (i know, the quotes hella emo, but i felt like it applied.lol)

do you guys ever get the feeling that your window of opportunity has just closed. have you guys ever experienced that or felt that way? and you just realize it? hahah. like u had ur ipod blasting in ur ears when opportunity was knocking in the front door.

anyways, i felt like the above has just slipped past me. i don't know, is it due to my lack of exp.? or my poor choice of words? my nervousness? i feel like a fool sumtimes. but it's okay. im not gonna beat myself up over it u know? haha. it's all good. im just gonna learn frm my experience and further grow as an individual. As William Hung once said, "...and I have no regrets..." : ) ate may and i talked about regret once, maybe that's another subject topic for another time. but i'll blog about it eventually.

i still have so many graces and blessings in my life. i am doing well, and i am strong. : D things are still looking up.

I want to be able to support those around me, but sumtimes i feel a lil useless and powerless. the most i can do is pray... i hope my prayers work and are answered. i see so many of my fellow brother's and sister's in christ who are struggling, i want to help, i really do. if there is anything i can do, i want to be a part of it and i want to help you be your crutch. i just need to be stronger in order to support those around me. two letters... I.T.

well, i think im dun for today. g'nite all. : )

1 comment:

Unknown said...

I cannot believe you quoted William Hung. ERW. Seriously.. that guy was SO annoying and the fact that he got 'so big' and actually did a couple of small time shows.. shows people's lack of entertainment choice. And didn't he know that that was 'kinda' making fun of him?! Ugh. HAHHAHAH Okay, moving on. :) 'When one door closes, another door opens.' lol I don't even know why I put that quote down. I think to myself.. what would I say/think/do if someone gave me quotes as advice. I'd prolly be like.. damn, be more original! HHAHAHAHHAH That and I'd prolly not believe it. :) But that's just me. Iono bout you. Glad you ain't stressin little brother.
We all do what we can only do. It's great giving support and feeling other ppl's burdens.. but don't do too much to the point of self sacrificing when the other might not be deserving. Is that too mean to say? Is that too un-Christian like? I guess what I'm trying to say is, look out for #1 Ace. Make sure you take care of yourself first, ok.
Have empathy. but don't take up their mantle of problems.

<3, onee-san