even tho i hav a midterm tomorrow(technically today) and friday, i still manage to find the time to blog. funnie isn't it? i just wanted to vent a bit of my thoughts with the electronic online paper which is the internet.
I am learning a lot, and asking advice from various people, and i appreciate everything. but i feel so discouraged somtimes. i need to be more confident. i keep telling myself. i think my main course of action for the time being is to just not get my hopes up. NOT GET MY HOPES UP. fudge man. i just... i just shouldn't try... but like, i kinda just don't wanna try n e more. i just wanna play it by ear and do things with how i feel at the time. Having expectations sux. and i should just drop them. am i being too negative? sry...
i think it's just that i miss a feeling that i really want back... but i should really prioritize myself and focus my thoughts and energy elsewhere... why do i do this to myself, i hav no idea...
good night all
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Since I have no clue what it is you need to get your confidence up about and why you're debating if you should have hope or not.. I'll just give you a quote. Maybe you'll like it, maybe you won't.
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark."
^--George Iles
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