I'm trying something new...

so im trying to do this new thing, it's what most ppl. do with blogging, and it's to blog in bits and pieces instead of what i have been doing like blogging in mass essayish style of writing on how my past month has been. we'll see how well i do with this.

So today was a new day, and just like any other day. things come at me sooooo unexpectedly. but i think i dealt with them with the best of my ability. thinking back on it... i could have handled things a little better... but i didn't. if only there was a rewind buttom of time like freaking Prince of Persia or sumtin... (am i hella nerdy for knowing/saying sumtin like that? lol)

so i got angry at a really good friend today, and i am generally great at controlling my anger. but i guess i couldn't help it. It upsets me to know the fact that i messed up. and i should really just let it go. but i think it was just in the heat of the moment, and i just got caught up. i should really relax more... i needa stop acting so childish and stupid. i needa grow up a bit more...

I am a little worried about some of my best friends. i've recieved news about some of my closest freinds doing some things that aren't the best thing for they're health rite now. i really hope they are doing okay and that God watches over them. I had a good talk with Ronneza about this, and she was such a great listener and i felt really comfortable talking to her. thx Ronneza! : D she gave me some valuable insight, and then we started talking with Father John francis about viet food with Pierre and the convo just went haywire frm there. haha. i wanted to talk to Ronneza a bit more about one more topic, but Father came in on our convo. but it was all good tho. : )

I'm kinda excited for LOG tomorrow, costumes and all. i can't wait to wear mine. haha. it'll be great.

So i was talking to Steve Forton, and he's such a cool guy to talk to. i feel like i can open up with him about alotta stuff. hahaha. i hope i get to see him in person soon. i miss that fooolio. haha. we were talking about going to the Improv again... awe man. sooo much fun! srsly.

I also felt like i missed a good opportunity today to get something i realy wanted. i just wish i could turn back that clock again... but it's all good, i just hope things work out. yep im just hoping and making bold actions. lol

So i was talking with Valerie (my roomate) and we talked for such a long time. she always takes me away form my hw. but it's all good. what we talk about is such valuable, lifelong lessons. lol maybe im exaggerating it a bit too much. but yeah, what we talked about was really important. to me anyway. and im starting to feel very comfortable and open with her. and i appreciate her in my life. thank you lord for giving me her in my life, her support, advice, and personality is truly irrepaceable. hehe. we talked about me "changing my mindset" so to speak. i can't go tooooo much into detail, but that's what the gist of it was. and i really luv her advice. i feel like it's gonna work. i feel like i owe her so much. : D

so i had a semi-bad day start. but it got better as the day progressed. i laid off a bit of hw. and played tennis then bball. then the talk with Val really helped me out. so i feel better. i don't know wut i'd do without the mad support of others. i really thank them. today was a good healthy day, but iono about academic day. lol. but i did a bit of hw before i blogged and sleep tonite.

and to finish off this blog(which turned out longer than i expected)... i just wanna leave it off with this lyric frm the band called Elefant. the song entitled Misfit and a lil sumtin i typed up myself

"tell me your name... tell me your story... cuz im into it. running thru life... like a Misfit..."

"It's complicated... and im hella busy... and i dont' think i have much time. but i needa do this. i can do this. i have this resolve. i am determined. Ace with the new mindset..."

end time 3:12

good nite all