the good and bad

hrm... so im starting to see the reason why joyce really likes blogspot. i think im starting to get addicted. im starting to appreciate the value of venting through writing. it's quite wonderful.

lets see... friday morning (technically 2 days ago frm wen im writing this) i was going to my nine o'clock writing class and i was making a right turn onto hardvard. i creeped forward kinda fast, but i broke cuz oncoming traffic woulda hit me. at least one second after i broke, the lady behind me on the stop sign hits me in the rear bumper. my whiplash hit felt all crzy dude. but then when looked at the rear, it had the smallest scratch ever! it was sooo weird. and some persian lady comes out. i could barely understand what she said. she said something about her daughter being in a rush cuz she had to take a midterm. her daughter was in shotgun and went to uci too. i got her phone number, her address (which she happens to live on the same street i live on) and a name i couldn't pronounce.

the conclusion? i went home and my kuya(tagalog for brother) and dad checked it out and saw the damage. said that i didnt' need to talk to the insurance company and inform them, it might actually work against me with hight payment etc. i dun really know how it works, but yeah... lol um... so yeah, i felt a slight whiplash, it hurt about an hr. or two after the accident, it was kinda sore. i wasn't too sure if it was psychologically hurting. u know, if it is just mental or not. but yeah, if i happen to feel sum major neck pain in three weeks, ima have to ask the lady to pay for my medical bills. yup. so that's the end to that.

so right now, i went home to Baldwin Park, cleaned up my room a bit, played tennis with some good friends, followed up wiht buffet. tennis was hella fun, although i still need to work on my overall game. my serve is still weak and i need to be much more consistent in games and my backhand and my serve. lol how about work on my everything? lol i still need a lotta work on my mental game, i need to not get nervous and be confident when i hit my shots. n e way... korean bbq. omb. it was soo good. sushi was deccent. had my favorite. mackrel sushi. soo good stuff man. and bbq was hella good. so yeah. i stuffed myself silly. if sumbody punched me in my stomache wen i walked out the restaurant, i woulda thrown up. that's who full i was. n e way... ummm after that, i went to Paul and Kristy's house. realy nice place in costa Mesa btw. oh! another cool fact is that Kristy is actually Jonas' cousin. so yeah... pretty cool eh? i met kristy before i met Jonas. (lol sidenote, i just remember Beyencis((sp?)) introducing Jonas at sprit rally as 'Jonasty' rofl )

so rite now im still at paul and kristy's place at 4 in the morning. lol. we got sum drinks and monster. i took some sips of what they had, but it's been a while since i've sipped a beer. so i should b good to drive now. im chugging down monster's to keep myself up. i think im on my third can, but ate and i kinda half share the monsters. so i think i drank about 2 cans. i guess. well yeah... i should prolly leave soon. but yeah. karaoke is soo much fun. i havent' done so in a while. = )

i miss joyce-joyce

sry, i just kinda wanted to add that in. lol. but yeah... um... someone said something that got me kinda mad/depressed. and i dun really wanna point the person out, but yeah... i just .... grr. lol sry, im very vague rite now. and i can't express it as poetically and ambiguously as joyce can. she's soo talented. hrm... maybe i should stop talking about her. lol the ppl. that read this blog might be like... 'dude aCe! we get it!' lol. getting all annoyed at me. n e wayz. um...yeah... i think we're gonna leave soon.

so one thing that's kinda been in the back of my head for like... the past month is a good friend of mine, who we're having a falling out. i wonder how that person is doing. even tho i feel like i shouldn't worry or i should just let it go or let is slide. but iono, what does that say about me and my character? does that make me a bad person to not do n e thing? i kinda don't know what to do...

And as for my depression/sadness. it's getting much better. i still feel that way tho. but i guess it's not as bad or only sometimes do i feel that way.

I'm loving my new place that im living in. they older couple im living with is so nice. they are not catholic, but i still like them a lot, and i feel like they will really grow on me. they are so generous with their food. i done have to worry about baon(lunch pack) for school n e more. and tita(tagalot for aunt) lulu's cooking is sooooo good. and tito homer plays tennis. i think im hit with him soon. he's reitred and all he does is play tennis and all tita lulu does is cook and both are really into their faith. tito homer likes watching korean dramas and movies and such, which is pretty cool in my opinion. i wanna be just like tito homer wen i grow up and retire. play tennis all day and play for like... 4 days a week. if my body permits that is... lol and yeah, awesome anime i'd watch and all the old school games i never beat that i'd play. im sooo looking forward to retirement. hopefullly i could retire young and i can do that soon. lol. im only 19! and im already thinking about retirement. rofl. n e ways... um...

so im suprisingly not sleepy yet... monster's pretty crzy, although i know they are bad for my body and ima crash. as in my body will just feel hella weak and just... lethargic.

haha so it's kinda funnie cuz ate may is super sore and it's like... if u touch her arms she'll be all pained.

hrm... i think for sure this'll be the last song. lol we gotta leave s paul and kristy can sleep. hahaha yeah. our hosts are falling asleep. hopefully we aren't overstaying our welcome :-P

ite the time is 4:15 sleep well world and take care everyone

much luv to all. and thx the lord for the wonderfull day.

peaCe

---aCe