this is one of those rare songs that really get me pumped and feel like moshing (even tho i think moshing makes u look kinda dumb sometimes. lol jumping up and down is cool and pushing here n there is fun, but when it looks like ur elbowing urself and are having a fist fight with yourself like Jim Carrey in Liar Liar, then i think u've gone quite overboard ;-P)
Quote of the Day "... So many... bright lights that cast a shadow.." --- from the song aforementioned
i like to interpret that as like... great and powerful ppl. who have many things such as looks, power, money etc. emit a bright light(like an aura if u will) and the light hits the people around them and a black shadow is casted. i see the shadow as the person's envy growing as they look(or try to look if they can) at the bright shining person. wanting to be them and have what they have. etc. but the rest of the lyrics don't seem to follow that pattern, ti's more like... being independent in a ferocious world filled with hearbreak and other things. but then again, my analysis of this song cud b totally wrong. in any case, i really like that quote and part of the song.
in any case, here are the topics of discussion for today:
- immaturity???
- Benjamin Button
- Resolutions
- hair cut style wanted http://www.menshairstyles.net/v/asian-man-hair-style/0100.jpg.html
- contacts
1. so i just reccently asked the question. "am i still immature?" i know i used to be a lot more immature bak in the day, but wut about now? i found myself asking, am i realy growing up??? or not growing up at all. lol i guess a few things hav happened and a select few who are more mature than I (or at least i view them as being more mature than I) made me feel like i was immature, i kinda felt like a Jr. High kid for a sec hanging around a well cultured college clique or a fine dining upper class. it just felt weird and it hit me. haha. iono man.
i talked about it with joyce, and she really cheered me up and stuff. thx joycerz! but um... we discussed stuff like comfortability levels and openess. i was in ASB and i was constnatly surrounded with ppl. who were very open, sociable, and comfortable in various evnirontments. i guess that since i was surrounded with very open and ppl. who are very comfortable with new aquantances / okay freindships are more likely to open up better. and yet wen i try to act taht way with other's who aren't so open, i feel like they see me as an immature person. alrite, moving on to next subject! hehe
2. i recentlly saw a Movie with Charlene, Joyce, and Ruben. it was called "the curious case of benjamin Button" starring Brad Pitt it was originally a story concept my F. Scott Fitzgerald (the author of the Great Gatsby) it is about a man who ages backwords. born old, and gorws younger. Charlene happened to be all gung ho about watching it and stuff and she told me about it, we got joyce to come along and she invited Ruben. the more the merrier rite? (speaking of which, i heard Charmaine saw it too, i gotta ask her about that. i'll make a mental note. LOL!)hehe. to be honest with u guys, i wasn't really very excited to watch the movie. it didn't appeal to me much. "this better b worth my ten bux" i said. lol! but i came out the theatre quite happy. i liked the movie very very much. it was one of those films that niche'd at ur heart. kinda like click, but the story telling reminded me of the Notebook, but it had the life experiences similar but not as good as Forrest Gump. (charlene and i talked about it on aim and came up with somthing along those lines of movies all combined in one. lol) so yeah. i reccomend it to all, it has it's comedic moments, but it has it's strong mometns aswell with a few thatrical symbolic moments as well such as a humming bird and a yellow balloon flying away. it was pretty cool. themes of life and death, and family values, its just about LIFE in gneeral and it made me not want to take things for granted. for all the things i have and own, i don't want to ever take it for grated (even tho i know i am not perfect and i prolly will.) it's movies like this that make me realize the blessings i have in my life.
3. so i know im late on this blog, but it certainly is the hot topc during this time of year. New Year's Resolutions. i only hav a few low aiming ones, that way, i know i can actually keep them this new year. it's like... seriously tho, by July, who actually is thinking of their new years resolution tho? cuz i knkow i dont and i certainly don't hear anyone talking about it. lol. well, we'll see how my resolutions go. i want to stretch every nite before i sleep. it might help be grow taller because if my ligaments and joints are stretched out and loose, wen my bones grow (if they are still growing) they will hav less resistance to inc. their size and it might make me taller. this is just what i heard anyway, iono if it'll really work. but it's good to be flexible too ya know?
my next one is to learn all the saints and know as much as i can about the bracelet i always wear. it sux if i just wear it around and i don't have a single clue what ti's aobut or who's on it if ppl. ask me (and ppl. have asked me) so yeah. it's somewhat embarassing. i only wear it cuz it's holy and it shows that im catholic? well that sux. so ima do my best and learn about all the pics on my bracelet and stuff. : D
and my third resolution, ima keep it on the DL. but yeah. i don't normally tell ppl. this one and i have my reasons. but u can always try asking me my third resolution in person, i might tell u i might not. haha. but yeah. ;-)
4. so if u click the link uptop. that is the haircut that im shooting for hopefully by my birthday. i want that look. i like the way it looks. i wonder if i can pull it off. go click the link and tell me wutchu think.
5. so for my xmas/birthday present frm my fam. instead of a longboard, ima switch it to contacts. cuz i feel that contacts are much more important rite now than a longboard. i've heard frm a few ppl. that i wouldn't look too bad in contacts. plus i think my glasses are breaking down on me, i believe i've had the same pair of glasses since sophmore year in high school. so about four years ago. maybe longer. i can't remember. cud be fresh year hs or eight grade. not sure anymore. just know that i've had this pair for a while now. so yeah. im very excited to get contacts even tho im so effing scared to touch my eye. but then again, its an experience rite? haha. and if my fam pays so much money for me to wear them, i better learn how to deal wiht it and wear them rite? haha.
oh, and i really really appreciated Ronneza's last comment on my last blog entry. it was much appreciated. shoud to to Ronneza! WOOT!
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