Am i Living Life? (are you?)

Current Song of the day. "Weekend Warriors" by A Change in Pace (Kudos to Mr. Forton once again for introducing me to this song)

Current Quote of the day: "Weekends are for Warriors... This can't last forever, raise our glass together... It doesn't get much better. no better than this." from the quote song above




So i dont' mean to be a jockerr or n e ting, but charlene had this on her blogspot and i wanted to try it out. it was some crzy color quiz thing that supposedly tells you about ur personality. reassure me guys! tell me if you think wat this quiz says it dead on right about me and what isn't i wanna know! lol.


Your Existing Situation
Attracted by anything new, modern, or intriguing. Liable to the bored by the humdrum, the ordinary, or the traditional


Your Stress Sources
Delights in the tasteful, the gracious, and the sensitive, but maintains his attitude of critical appraisal and refuses to be swept off his feet unless genuineness and integrity can be absolutely vouched for. Therefore keeps a strict and watchful control on his emotional relationships as he must know exactly where he stands. Demands complete sincerity as a protection against his own tendency to be too trusting.


Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels that he cannot do much about his existing problems and difficulties and that he must make the best of things as they are. Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity.
Trying to calm down and unwind after a period of over-agitation which has left him listless and devoid of energy. In need of peace and quiet; becomes irritable if this is denied him.
Circumstances force him to compromise and to forgo some pleasures for the time being. Capable of achieving physical satisfaction from sexual activity.


Your Desired Objective
Feels exhausted by conflict and quarreling and desires protection from them. Needs peaceful conditions and a tranquil environment in which to relax and recover.


Your Actual Problem

Needs to protect himself against his tendency to be too trusting, as he finds it is liable to be misunderstood or exploited by others. As a result, he adopts a critical and stand-offish attitude, being willing to participate only where he can be assured of sincerity and trustworthiness.
Trying to calm down and unwind after a period of over-agitation which has left him listless and devoid of energy. In need of peace and quiet; becomes irritable if this is denied him.Circumstances force him to compromise and to forgo some pleasures for the time being. Capable of achieving physical satisfaction from sexual activity."


you can take this quiz @ colorquiz.com

interesting huh? i never really saw myself as too trusting. i am trusting... but not too trusting. but yeah, i found it kinda interestings. hehe

so i really felt that the above quote and song accurately reflected my past weekend. : ]

i had a really great weekend. to sum it all up in the most short and concise way possible, ima say this

i met up with sum HS frenz and we ate out to celebrate a friends bday on the eigth of this month. we ate at this seafood place in irvine, afterwards, we got some drinks at my frenz pad in irvine, had some fun. stayed out late and got home to bp at 5 am. i slept at six and woke up the following morn. at 7:30 so i can go to work with my brother. i slept throughout the inspections (so i ended up getting a deccent amt. of sleep) my brother did and we ate at morongo buffet for lunch. played rockband frm 3-6 at a coworkers place, xmas shopping afterward, and then kiked it at home. there were many more tiring details in between, but it was crzy fun weekend. my xmas break is still going and i hope to keep up this pace. lol

mad shoutouts to all my HS frens that i havne't seen/talked to for a while now. i am trying me best to budget all my time here in BP to see and keep in touch with all the homies frm HS. i really do wanna kik it with all yall. haha. tha'ts another thing for me to look forward to in the holidays.

so as i look back at what i've done in the past, and what im doin now. i cna't help but ask if i've really living life. i mean... there is like. so many things that ihavent' done yet and want to do. i just can't help but feel like i've wasted a part of my youth not doin stuff. like taking up a martial arts, being more musically inclinded, snowboarding, reading various types of books, dancing, other sports, travelling the country, experiencing new things. a part of me feels like i've wasted a bit of my youth even tho i am still at a young age. i shud b more optimistic and say htat i hav a looooong ways to go wtih plenty of more time to explore and learn mroe and do more.

As of late, life is treating me well, and im loving the holidays. i remember what xmas was like last year and what i was going thru and stuff, and this year... totally different. hahaha. it's like.. waaaay more fun and more exciting. is it a change in times? or a change within myself that makes this year's holiday's more fun. i hav no idea, but lets hope it stays that way.

i hope i don't gain too much weight over this break, a part of me feels like i already did. (lol) but yeah, lack of excercise and lots of good food around me is a bad combination for myself. but i'll make do somehow.

im tired yall. let's blow this joint. happy holidays! xmas is in 2 days! hopefully i get to see u sometime during the break. :-) peaCe!

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