It's Smore Time

Wow... it's been a while since' i've written here. i somewhat miss it to be honest. hehe.

In any case. much has happend since the last time i wrote on this site. A long long time. hehe. in any case. i've been doing alrite. It just hit me that school is about to start, and i am not down with that at all. I'm gonna be a sophomore again. feels so diff. than high school. haha. Just to let you all know, im writing very randomly and whatever comes to the top of my head, so sorry if my paragraphs aren't so cohesive.

I don't really plan on catching u all up with EVERYTHING that i've dun since the past entry, or it'll be more than ten pages long. haha. but i do wanna mention a couple of things on my mind here and there. What really moved to to write on my blogspot again was because i was reading Steve's blogspot. what he wrote down was really touching, and it made me want to do that again. It made me somewhat miss my blogspot. hehe

I'm still somewhat uncertain if i filled my plate too quickly. if i have too many responsibilities that i signed up for too soon. i'll see how things unfold with God's will, but i just hope that i stay strong and that i continue to do well with my responsiblities

LOG summer retreat was pretty cool. although i did miss out on some fun stuff, i don't regret going tot he retreat or anything. i was expecting certain ppl. to go to the retreat, but things happen, and it's all gewd. Unlike school starting up, i am more excited for Liwanag than my academic year. lol. i kinda don't wanna take my classes, but who knows. i might come to like them, and i am very excited to grow in my faith more and learn more and meet great and exciting new ppl.

UCC core has been going alrite. I hope things work out, i just worry if i'll b able to juggle all my responsibilites well. im praying on that. I'm hoping for the best for MOTP

I'm not entirely sure what is best for me, like... should i take up a minor and do summer school, or should i just intern over the summer and get a bit of cash and real life business world experience. What would make me look better? a minor? or experience in a company? lol. i should as an academic advisor.

i used to feel like i new what was right and wrong, lately, i feel like i've been in the borderline gray areas of life, and im being tested. What to do? how to act?. wut to say? Everything in life matters,and all your actions eventually lead to something down the line that affects something else that effects something else. It's that cycle of life man. i think im thinking to much. like a philospoher. Ace the philosopher... has a nice ring to it doesn't it? lol

so i made a new sn... although i hav not publically released it.... im not sure why i havne't told anyone yet. i suppose it's because im somewhat embarassed either that or too lazy to contact everyone on my buddy list that i hav a new sn. lol my new sn is my alias if i were ever to become a DJ or if i were ever to have my own dancing crew or sumtin like that. lol... *cough cough* anyways, yeah, me and my high hopes, dreams and imagination.

i just reccently found out that my uncle eric died two days ago, i think he had TB. my dad has been really bummed out. i tried calling my dad, and he hasn't picked up. i wanted to console my father, but i just don't know what to say, all i feel like i can really do is just pray for him. i wouldn't know wut to say to my dad. i hardly remember him. the sad part is that im not sure if i've even met uncle eric or not. he was in the phillipines wen he passed away. i can't remember if i saw him or not. i can't properly match a face with a name rite now. i hav a guess of which person i saw in the phillipines bak 8 yrs ago. i hope my dad's doing alrite. i sed an intention today at sunday mass for my uncle eric. i really hope my dad's okay. i heard he was totally bummed. im still kinda hesitant to call my dad and ask how he's doing. i think i'd freeze in what to say... *sigh* it's hard to approach something like this for me esp. wen it's a fam memeber im not too close to. I feel sad, but i kinda don't cuz i wasn't close to uncle eric. so im not really too sure how to act upon this all... May he rest in Peace.

I think tha'ts all for tonight, i actually wrote a lot eh? i didn't think iwould. haha. ima b boothing it up for MOTP and for da LOG booth. lets go meet new ppl and hav a gewd time tomorrow! im waking up early at seven am. : / o wellz. i'll deal wit it. nite yall